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Just fuck me

Every sex addict has a unique story.  My sex story started in puberty.  I was 12.  The first time I noticed the good feeling was riding a bike.  By 13 my parents recognized how hot my libido was and agreed with the doctor that birth control might help.   The pill didn't help as intended nor did it make matters worse.  I had my first intercourse a few months after starting the pill.  I told my mother.  She got me an assortment of condoms and we talked  about disease.  By 16 I had my first threesome.  By 18 the train was completely off the rails.  I never felt the need to hide my sexual appetite any more than one would for a chocolate or fast food craving.  Most addicts are working out some sort of emotional something.  Mine is entirely driven by my biology, and doctors cannot really understand why.    The risk taking can be dangerous.  The disease threats are real.  All sex and no work leaves a person homeless.   The key for me has been creating a medical support team that doesn'

Marathon Man

 I've been fucking the guy who owns the corner Marathon for a couple years. He's reliable for when I need a fix.  Never has turned me away.   He likes to be in control. Demanding but not demeaning.  He has a small but rather nice apartment set up in the back corner of his stock area.  Sometimes we fuck there but often right out in the store or behind the counter.  I have even sucked him off standing between my car and and the gas pump.  Sometimes I just go back to his living area and strip. Wait.  He comes between customers and makes me cum then goes right back to work. Wham Bam.   Always gives me a quick spank on his way back out.  Love Sandoa

Shout Out to Lara Bergmann

One of the difficulties with sex addition is using other people to get high.  It is not the kind of person most of us want to be. Therapy can really help moderating that tendency, but it doesn't do anything for the physical need for sex.  Other methods of getting off and ideas for the new and different, that don't involve using people,  are gold.  Lara Bergmann is credited with being the first to add a dildo to a bicycle seat.  She used duck tape.  The trend is starting to catch on for obvious reasons. Exercise bikes and even outdoor bikes are being fitted with extra special joy.  Obviously duck tape is not the best choice. You'll want to be able to clean up and adhesive will not be your friend.   Likewise zip ties.  It is too much bother to take it all apart for sanitation.  You'll be tempted to only wipe down good, and we all know that leads to infections.  If the surface of your bike seat is smooth enough, a dildo with good suction will work fine.  Otherwise,  get ei

Spermed

I've been completely out of control for months and have engaged in so many risky behaviors. I'm not even sure I care to try to pull it back.  Thus far I've managed to keep any of it from affecting the basic requirements of daily life.  I am working normally and fulfilling all the obligations.  However, every available moment I am spending either engaging in or planning the next opportunity for sex.  Not just any sex,  sperm sex and I want the pics in order to relive the exquisite feeling of the hot goo all over my body.   I would swim in it if I could.  I would breathe it.  My friend David has been setting up bukkake once a week for the last month. At least with David things get a little safer.  Holes require condoms.  The first week we had 8 show up. Tonight there was nearly 50 set to arrive in groups every 15 minutes.  Most jacked and left. Some hung around awhile to watch me get covered. For 2 hours they  shot hot loads onto me.  I'm plastered nearly head to toe.  Da

Train Bang

Getting fucked for an entire day or night is, by necessity, going to involve multiple men.  If you are the woman in a train bang it can mean hours and hours of pleasure, without multiple partners at the same time.  Train bangs are tailor made for sex addicts and offer a security that random pick ups lack, especially if you've planned ahead. They can range from the basic get in bed, line them up,  and fuck them one at a time to an impromptu gangbang at a party taking them one at a time...   My favorite train bang is to plan them ahead so they show up at different times. Put a bowl of condoms and toys on the table and just let the creativity go.   Be sure you plan ahead for the best experience.  You'll want someone you (literally) trust with your life to keep you physically safe. They should at all times be in the room or nearby.  They should be equipped to keep things from getting out of hand.  Pick a safe location. Have your own toys, lube and provide condoms.  Be sure everyone

Healthy vagina

Sexually active women need to be extra mindful of the health of our genitals.  Of course everyone should, but it is even more important for sex addicts.  Disease is serious business. My vulva is pounded multiple times every day.   The only time I have abstained since the age of 13 was the 3 days I spent in hospital.  If I do not have a sex partner, then I will turn to toys or fingers.  Multiple sex acts each day will take a toll.   After 32 fucks in a single evening, the lady parts are mighty tender. Things are compounded even more if I engage in anal as well.  Skin tears are not uncommon, and there are a lot of bodily fluids involved even when everyone behaves with the rubbers.  Minimize your risk.   Use an all natural lube and plenty of it. Avoid glycerin or petroleum based lubes.  Use toys intended for the purpose and body safe. Visit  http://dangerouslilly.com/toxictoys/ to see a fantastic list of what is safe and what isn't.  Use condoms . Granted I don't always.  In fact

Body cavity search

Dennis arranged for me to be the volunteer for body cavity search "training".  Basically a bunch of  horny cops wanting to watch and grope. the search room is similar to the GYN office but with the table in the middle.  Feet in the stirrups, spread open and my hands are cuffed above my head.  The bright light in my eyes is blinding.  They talk about procedure when doing all this to me.  I hear some scuffling.  The door opens and I can tell several people have come in.  Men talking. Someone I can't clearly see because of the bright light is putting on gloves.  I don't recognize the voices. Gloved fingers enter my holes. Both at once.  There are questions asked about what to feel for, how deep to go.  I shake with need almost immediately, wanted him to make me cum.  He doesn't. Professional doing his job.  She's clear the man says. I hear moving about the room and the snap of the gloves coming off. the door opens and someone leaves but not everyone.... or maybe

Last camping trip of the season

This weekend the weather was absolutely stunning and the fall color in the mountains was better than in years.   Roger and I decided to pack up and head to our favorite area in the Georgia mountains to hike, camp, and if the day got warm enough a little time communing with nature. The day was incredible. Food for the soul and fresh air. The night was chilly enough to keep us in our clothing. We snuggled by the fire, quiet - just letting the stress go.  The next day warmed up and I got to go natural for the afternoon. We had a lot of play time  during the hike. I  love outdoor sex - so many sensual delights to heighten the sexual.  In fall the smell and crunch of the leaves, the coolness of the breeze.  That sound that is different than the summer in the forest.  At the end of the day back at the tent we took our time to consummate the day. Touching, kissing, sucking by the warm fire.  Sex with Roger is always more than the intercourse.  I can hardly wait for next season. Love Sandoa

Sweetwater Sex

Sweetwater Creek State Park in Lithia Springs GA is pretty cool.  This fall has been exceptional as far as color and I've been out here almost every sunny day in the last couple weeks. David came along today. The weather was about as good as it gets and we ended up there pretty much from park open to close at dusk. Even on a wonderful fall Saturday,  in the middle of Covid, the main trails are mostly secluded.  Easy to just enjoy the forest.  Most people don't bother with the back trails at all, just go a little past the mill and turn back.   A thin cotton skirt and a light blouse with no bra or panties is a pretty decent way to spend the day in the forest. David and I made the most of the secluded back trails..... several times throughout the day.  The short skirt gets out of the way and back down fast and I love being in the leaves, or being up against a tree or rock.  At the end of the day, satisfied in every way, take a place near the water near the mill.  It t

Amicalola Falls

Amicalola Falls in the North Georgia Mountains. One of my favorite areas with 100's of miles of marked trails and 100's more miles of unmarked trails, old farm and logging roads. Even abandoned farms and towns. I love these weekends. Atlanta gets hotter than hell on a cracker in July and August.  The mountains are still pretty warm but the cool shade and the water on bare skin for a couple of days really feeds the soul.  To just walk in the quiet and listen to the sounds of the forest, the birds and squirrels  - the water - the wind in the trees. Roger is a great companion on these weekends.  He's a hunter so he understands the forest, is open to setting up camp in a place I can be natural for a few days and is just an amazing person to be with. We found great spot few years ago about 4 miles from the falls near a feeder stream.  We set up camp for the weekend and shed the clothes to really commune with the environment. Our first day out we returned to camp to a surp

Happiness to an old man

Old men.  Having sex with older men is a wonderful experience.  They are in no hurry.  They have more experience.  They understand sex is more than orgasm.  Every inch of a young woman's body is a joy.  Older men learned sex before choking and slapping women became "sexy".  They'll teach you something new. Guaranteed.  Older men with their brains on straight aren't likely to make a play for a 20 something. Most of the time if an older man makes a play, he's a creeper, or worse.  But if you get lucky and get an opportunity, don't pass it up. You won't regret it. You'll be treated well and appreciated deeply.  Keep in mind an older man can't go for 20 or 30 minutes.  Not even if you are on top. Don't make the orgasm the goal.  You should not be doing that anyway, with anyone. Take your time with an older man.  Let him touch you, enjoy the naked. Be open to "old fashioned necking." as one man put it.  It's likely he'll spend